For you, I have only one phrase that you heard in my son's song - God loves Jamaica!
Sometimes, God does not give us what we dream about, no, not because He wants to deprive you of your dreams, He wants to give you more than the limit of your dreams. If our dreams become an idol, it may even anger Him.
Sometimes, you need to let go of your dream, let it graze like a lamb on green grass, and you, at this time ... read a book, play with the children, or, simply, sleep peacefully, lol. I want you to succeed).