Don't leave me hand [poem]

in Blockchain Poets10 months ago

I didn't expect that behavior
It was the last I was expecting
I didn't crave my life around it
I wanted it to be around you

No reasons to be the real me?
I am asking you a question
Please reply me
In those years it was you who told me not to
Right now it is still that same you who make me hurt to the last road

But why? I am asking but why, because I wish there was some other words, I would used in asking this question right now.

when we talked of love
I was loving you
You call it dry love since the day you see him
I knew about it as you continue to change

Oh! my darling
It is because of cash?
Shebi, I promise that I am going to give it to you

Tell me, what's it with you and me
Can you tell me in just one words for me to understand why?

I wanted no other person in this world than me
You by my side was what I always plan for
If it was to exchange you for anything
I would still stick with you to the end of time.

But why are not you like me
Am I asking too many questions?
So, it is better I accept the fact that we were not meant to be?

I did value the relationship between you and me
but it seems we were not meant to be
I can't force you to myself that would be so unfair
I would give you freedom
Even if it meant to hurt myself.

Who are mine to go that extra length in forcing you against your will
Can I fight so well? No, I have no big muscles
Would I make you change your heart even if I fight?

My heart is loaded with many thoughts, I am slowing it down one at a time.

You are here because you heard of cash
I have no problem with you been here right now, but I can only give you cash
For the love of me
You are not going to get it

Where there is money, that is where you love
I would give you money but I can not love you.

Because that time has passed and my heart has sealed
Right now, I love someone else.

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Beautiful verses of heartbreak, forgetfulness and new sincere loves. Love is a Russian roulette that spins and spins waiting the owner of the fatal turn .

Thanks for sharing.
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There are so many raw feelings in this poem... Of being lied to, rejected for material things, a lingering sense of self doubt that has been cast on you...

I was relieved to get to the end and see that you've moved on from those feelings. I hope your new love is prosperous 😁

Am admirable comment on the poem, yes, it has been better than what I had then and I am admirable to know that I was able to make this decision of love, despite when part of my heart tried to convince me that i shouldn't, I was ahead of it all, and i got myself out of it.
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