There are so many raw feelings in this poem... Of being lied to, rejected for material things, a lingering sense of self doubt that has been cast on you...
I was relieved to get to the end and see that you've moved on from those feelings. I hope your new love is prosperous 😁
Am admirable comment on the poem, yes, it has been better than what I had then and I am admirable to know that I was able to make this decision of love, despite when part of my heart tried to convince me that i shouldn't, I was ahead of it all, and i got myself out of it.
Thank you so much, i admire your comment.