Whatever dealings i have in the past, wether it hurt me or it did me better, they are all in the past, i have moved on but, I have learnt from them, by keeping the good ones close to my heart, maybe, I will do it again if i like, but I am overlooking the bad ones that hurt me so bad.
since I do like to be thinking of things that are not good for me.
some days ago, I was going through my cupboard and I found a book that i used in secondary school, I remember that the master of that subject were always not friendly with his students, i mean, he was this type of teacher that will walk a student out of the class just by a little noise making.
I can still recalled quite well how I used to comport myself in his class so that he will not walk me out.
Among the teacher in the school, i always relate with fear in his subject, both while receiving the teaching in class, and on writing assignment, test or exams, i didn't used to like the way he relate with his students.
But today, I am looking back at it and I have understood that, some people believed, without accurate discipline, the dealings they get into is not going to moved rightly.
Others teachers were not like that, they tends to be so free, discussing with student's and making their classes an interactive session for everyone to freely express theirself.
Looking back at it, I was able to capture that, most person's relate with people due to how they feels inside.
while I was still checking the notebook I got from the cupboard, I came across a photo of me, on the day I took the photo, i was very happy about it, on hearing that, i will be taking to a boarding school, so, I needed to snap some passport which would be used to open a file for me.
Later on, while In the school, I came to understand that life there was not like I assumed, many activities there were like a training camp, the first time of me stepping into the dormitory, I was treated with love but later on, it seems all the love run away.
I learnt a lot from the dormitory, it was a place I first learnt how to managed on my own, without the care of my parents, there I never allow my worries to weigh me down, I became the person for me most of the times, I make friends, played with them on games times, and vitally focused on my studies.
Today, i am looking back at it and i understood that, all those i went through are helping me now to lived on my own, without worries and it keep giving me the thoughts that I can do anything I desire on my own.
Image is mine
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