Because i was hurt in the past I feels my heart doesn't needs love again
But deep down Inside me that is something I needed to feel
I must have been a fool myself for thinking I could live without love
I feel lonely in the night and in the day time, I thought I am so smart
Love is smarter than hurts that's for sure
I learnt about it and I have to throw away all the grudges
living a happy and admirable standard
Resisting the thoughts of the past and living friendly and amicable
I still have the heart of love and to be love that's something I am grateful for
No matter how much you were hurt, you would forgot about it once the heart sees who it want
whatsoever happens would be at the past
The joy was always in me but she stole it away
I didn't knew I should have fought for myself but I watched myself carried away
I realized that it was all in my hands to love a better person again
neither than letting the grudges to keep cropping my mind
She was kind initially but she started to throw all of it away
my heart burns as she couldn't see any good of me again
I tried I tried and I tried thinking to bring her back as the love of my life
She shift as I get closer to her
Once I am closer she would make it farer
I am a fast thinker but It gotten to a point my thinking was not thinkable
I cried because I was hurt
I lived with the grudges because I was hurt
but it was all wrong
I shouldn't have let myself to be shape because of her love
Rather I should have find another love.