I've never actually seen a gun except in a holster. Part of me wishes I had experienced that just so I wouldn't be so soft, but the fact that I'm soft allows me to have an open heart to people easily too which has been good.

Community without the pressure and that respects the individual is where the real awesome possibilities come out. Community that rules by force don't lead to self realization even if you make it to the top. Dangerous tools can definitely make it a whole lot more complicated.

I love watching this place grow cause we all wanna be here.