Something I really dislike in my life is being sad or saying that a thing is not enough for me, as far as I know, it can never be enough until we made up our minds to believed that it is enough.
Calculations do not stop and so are what we needs do not, the statement I still reminisce from the lecturer who was like a friend to me is, as he keep tells me that, he likes me, because I am always cheerful and, at any place he met me in the school premises, I am always smiling, in the midst of my friends, and he likes the sign of gratitude.
He make it known to us in the lectures hall that, most of the times we met him and greeted, "good morning or good afternoon" in the school, we might thought he hasn't been looking at us even while he seems to be in a haste, to cut the long story short, at the end of the class, he make me his course representative, even when we already has a general course rep. I was representing his course and all my coursemates, back then, came to me, when they want to see that particular lecturer.
I am living my life this way because, i have realized that, nothing is going to go away if I worried myself, yet, it can get solved, if I am having problems, when i start hustling in good ways and then be expecting good result.
In the morning when I wake up from bed, I pray to God, thanking him for his grace and mercy upon my life, and as well, thanking him for the life's of my family member's and friends.
If at any day, I forget to pray when I wake up, and then, I have gone out of the house, I must recite some prayers in my heart, right at that moment, I remember that I didn't thank the Lord.
I have a friend who has been in music with me, we started the movement way back together in 2012, so during our interactions recently, he was like complaining that all this while, he has been expecting that big money comes and he used it to do his album launch in the way he want it, as he is working on it right now.
I first of all congratulate him on the step he has taken, and then he speak that he would not complete all the tracks he needed, but he would not be paying for the tracks artworks, and internet promotions since he has learned the skills, and he is sure he can deliver it on his own perfectly.
I relate that he should be grateful and that alone has shown that he is going higher in the movement, the encouragement was received and we started talking more about ourselves.
When he asked me if I am leaving the industry, I replied that, I am not, but I am taking time to rebrand myself and I grateful for the level I am, even when I have not make any steps since then, it was somehow funny to him, because I keep repeating, being grateful every now and then, yet, I said that, since I have realized that no time is too late.