Few years ago, I lost a lot of money on degen, it was my early time's on crypto trading, so when I heard about the potentiality of degen, I go for it, but in less than few minutes after I enter the trading, I was out of liquidity, those solana tokens I swapped with solana were worth nothing in my wallet, up to the point that it was showing zero USDT.
Honestly, it was my all and all funds as at that very moment, I thought it would be easy for me to double it up, but I was rug, I did not know what to do and how to start any other, I was fuck up big time.
A lot of thoughts began to drive into my mind and I was feeling so frustrating, I walked to the bar to drink away, most people who go to a bar, went there, because they have something in their minds that they want to get rid of.
Then come to think of a life without places like bar's in town, how would person's coop in those times, they want to reason their life.
Going to bar's in some moments have a good momentum to our mental health, later on. I received an email from the place of work I applied for a week ago, i look at my self, and I didn't have the transport fare that was going to take me there, I began to feel more bad that, I should have kept the fund's on me and now I should have used it to enter transport to attend the interview.
I finds it very difficult to asked for help and maybe, it because I am the one who used to render little assistant to friends, but due to how serious was the interview to me, I didn't hold on to myself anymore.
I started calling friends for assistance, it was just a few cash I was looking for but it turns out that, nobody was ready to render me the help, it might be they did not have, but it surprised me that, it was everyone who I called, keep saying the same thing.
The worst of it, that hurts too much, was from someone who I have assist in so many occasions, I can not count how many times I have render him assistance, but on his reactions to me, he didn't even let me speak, he cut off the call and told me, he is a kind of busy as at that moment, so he would called back, then I waited for him but he did not called.
I was hurts in his countenance, but I am not again, because I have not been expecting anything from him since then.
Yet, I still finds a way through it and it came out to be a successful interview, I attended it and i was giving the position I applied for and I work there for some months, since the work was contract basis.
Depression attack us when we decide that we are done for, it can gets harder but when we do not give up that means, they is still hope, going through many channels is something most people have faced before, and they still came out strengthen, speak on their past and share the good news of their present life's.
Thank you for reading, see you in my next post, blessings.
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