I dislike to be in competition a lot because I do not want something that is going to make me feel sad, even the least thing like playing whott or Ludo with my friends, I don't do it, I always try as much as possible to keep myself cool all the time.
I realized something and that's as one grow up, he tends to shift itself away from something that can cause him unhappy mindset, this makes me remember, in those days, when me and my siblings used to play around the house and Dad would come and asked us to stop shouting, in those days, me and my siblings used to feel sad, because Dad could not allowed us to played the way we want, but it was the noise we caused that he dislike, and it makes him to be taking us to the treasure park once in a month, and there in the treasure park noise was allowed, and we used to play the way we want, apart from harming ourselves, and afterwards, he would take us home.
The reason we see people doing some unbearable thing's today is cause by competitive mindset, and this has make me to try and keep my peers small so that I wouldn't make friends with people who can laugh at me, when I go wrong, thus pushing me to compete.
It hurts so much to see that someone you called your friend which should be feeding you with positive information, is going to laugh you, if you do something that is not appropriate, we can make mistakes anytime because we are humans.
Finding out that a lot of my friends can not look me in the eyes and congratulate me, atleast to boost me up in what I was doing, but they would rather laugh because of my little mistakes, has make me cut out a lot of friendship.
I am someone who does not do something like that to a friend, because I believe that my friend is my brother, but if I find out that, the one I called my friend is laughing me at my back, I will adjust my interactions with the person's, so that I would not continue to be humiliated.
I can only partake in competition with people that are matured minded, and being matured minded isn't about age but to be matured on the things we say.
Competition make someone wants to do more, which is normal, but when we are into a competition with people who don't think about how we feel and the things they said to us, they leave us with a wound in the heart.
