If I do not missed her for anything, at least I still missed her for the way she looks at my eyes the next day when she tells a lie and make those confessions.
The surprised she always has was that I never used to get angry knowing I was fed a lie, maybe she refused to noticed that I was not liking it, because deep down in my heart I never like it a bit, and I was waiting to see the change from her.
we enjoy relationship so much when love control our heart and we stop bothering about it, and these was why I didn't used to check if some of the things she said were lies, I guessed it was love that make me to believe all of those, even at those times she comes with the confessions I will still let it go, not minding if the confessions too were still lies.
As I am thinking about it now, something in me is trying to tells me that if it was now I would have acted differently, how can I even believe that kind of a thought? I will not, because a lover boy will always fall for love even the one that is made with lies.
Have you ever wonder that the feelings of loving that precious person make everything within us colorful?, that was what I experienced sometimes ago, but it just my thought anyway, I understand that we must not all feels the same.
Sometimes I came across people saying that they are not in love and they can't be in it again, because love hurts them in the past, so they don't want something like that again, but I still believed that even if it was hurting, they were day's it was beautiful and colorful like a rainbow in the sky and the feelings was true, everyday must not be occupied with lies.
Yet, no matter lies that makes us feel bad in it, relationship is sweeter and the feelings of love is great
speaking of love, it can be very difficult for us to stayed away from it, no matter what we experienced, they must be something we love, either a pet, or that precious person we know.
speaking of myself, the lies I was fed in the past, I didn't like it, but on top of it, I can't forget that precious eyes that stares love into my heart.
I hates lies i like it so much when the real thing is said to me, because telling me what was real is going do the good of making me make an early decision.
Anything I have accepted i can't come out the next day and say a different thing about it, no matter if the truth must hurt, I should know about it first, because they are some decisions we might make and it will affect our love ones, meanwhile that decision was for the best.
